To you,
I have come to you cause it seems to me that all I can do is walk on eggshells. There's no predicting what is to come next. One moment everything is light and airy, but ten seconds later, its dark and hostile. I went to church today. We talked about the adventure you participate on when following the word of God. I came to know Jesus about 3 years ago. I was thirteen. In that moment he was the easiest thing to rely on and give everything up to. But today, it's not all that easy. You see, I have come a long way since I was 13. I've learned what really matters. No need to depend on those materialistic things. All they do is mold you into something that isn't truly you. I've also learn that it's soooo incredibly pointless to attempt walking a mile in someone's shoes that are too big or too small. Cause let's be real, your shoes fit perfectly and they are to terribly comfortable. But back to why I feel like I'm walking on eggshells. It feels like there is no freedom anymore. Sure you're free for hours or maybe minutes at a time. But the rest of the time it's emptiness and confusion. I write to you so I can become free; free to say what I want when I want.